Darkness love

2008-10-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

hey guys.nw i was at my friend hse la posting.this few days i veri poor,father dun wan give mi money,i bo bian go sell backside la.hais,the customer say my buttside is veri white and big.i feel so honour lor.how i wish i can help my father sell rojak -.- and i will perserve to sucess 4 a better future.actually i dun lyk elaine,hais.i lyk zhu liying alot de,i got some nickname 2 share wif you all,metal mushroom,hotdog.
i end my post here bah.
take cares.

9 October 08

2008-10-08T19:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Reader :

Boos ! SIWUGUI , You tio hack by me lia0s .. Wahahhaas !!
i know your everythinqs lia0s ..wahahhas !
bu yao de zui wo horhs ar bohh you qo and chanqe passwords ... (x
kays ... wo lai help you post today thinky .

today wake up at 5.30a.m and qo meet zhuzhu at her house the playqround and after that qo bus . on the way my zhuzhu stomach pain then i kana scaredd by her thouqht she dyinq soon lia0s .. haiishh luckily bo tai ji ..
then pei her qo block 55 the 7-eleven buy maqqi than i help her pay cause i enjoy payinq for her (:
than after that take bus qo school and have exam . later sure will qo swimminq with my zhuzhu ... Maybe my qanq joininq me toos !
Haiishh , By the way your sonq uhs ? no need reveal i also know lia0s .. (:
hehehhehehe !!!
till here ..
(:

Your Sincerely :
ELAINEEE !!! (ZHUZHU )

6 october 2008

2008-10-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

hey guys.im back for the posting tt long time nv post le.
u all gt miss mi ma,i noe tt i so long nv touch until my blog le.
okay.i will tok abt today item ba.today in the morning was quite sian la.
cox today gt exam la.today paper is eug listening and CPA la.den after my two paper.
i when to find elaine la.den i meet her at her hse downstair lor.den she was at chai chee wif her friends la.den i juz wait for her to reach her hse downstair la.den nvm la.boys wait for gals is normal ma.den she reach her hse downstair den we was toking and playing la.but she wan to study for tmr paper ma.den i was nt studying la.i keep on drawing those stupid thing lor.den she also draw and study la.haha.after tt her sis call mi and ask mi go to her shop to help out la.den i ask elaine wan to go ma.den she say okay.den i pei her go up her hse and get change la.den i was waiting for her to change hao liao la.den we slack at her hse den after tt her dad came abck home and he say tt he gt some wound on his hand and leg lor,den she go down and buy medi for her dad la.den i pei her go down lor.after we brought everything le we go back to help her dad to put medi la.den the wound was quite badly hurt la.after awhile elaine's sis came back to see her dad lor.den they keep on ask their dad to go hospital and check gt anything wrong ma lor.but really no nid to see doc de la.is juz a small wound la.after tt we went down to my friend shop la.reach her shop le and i went home and get change den come down liao lor.but after tt i went off to buy food and eat lor.cox nt yet eat ma.and around 8 plus elaine say tt she wan go home den i cant fangxin la.dun misunderstand okay.and i called her la.and ask her where she is nw.she say tt she at the SPC station there la.den i ask her wait for mi at there den she say okay.den we went to the playground tat her hse downstair de la.den we play those small kid play de lor.haha.i noe it very lame lor.lols.when 9.30 alr i bring her home la.den i went to my friend shop for awhile den i went home le.today is a boring day lor.hais.

i end here le.

2008-09-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

hey.guys im back for post le.sry tt nt posting for so long time.cox i this few days nv go home and sch lor.im so fan for nw lor.nw i was at my friend hse la.den tmr 5.30 is going out to eat wif my friend lor.den lets say abt today thing ba.today i wake up at 7 plus la.cox help my friend to open shop lor.was very tried la.and i was still very tried la.but bo bian promise my friend den mux pormise lor.coz tt cant brk promise wif other ppl la.lols.today my friends and mi when to kallang den went to thomson place there lor.den i was slping in the car la.den reach bedok le, my neck was going to break liao lor.cox my friend was driving the car la racing car lyk tt lor.den i hack care la,juz slp until reach bedok liao den i was wake up by my friend ma.cox reach le.and i plan one thing le.i going to QUIT SCHOOL le.cox of my family member lor.so fucking cb knn lor.reach home got scold for no reason lor.
i end my post here bah.
take cares.

2008-08-22T11:54:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.abt today thing ba.i today dont go to sch cox today the period was very sian den mi andy ah hao and eug tan pon sch lor.den this morning i sms andy and ask him to meet mi at bedok inter the telefone den he say ok.den i ask him nt to reply my msg cox i also going out soon le ma.den i change hw liao jiu went out and meet and ylor.den i reach there le.den wait for they all lyk a fking stupid ppl la.den i was very angr yto wait for them den i go xfire myself lor.after 11 plus i went off and eat lor.after eating i went home and my sis ask mi tt today i nv go sch uh.den i say gt but the truth is i nv go sch la.after tt i call marcus and ask where r they lor.and he say tt they at jieling hse there.and i say tt awhile more i will go and find they lor.he told mi tt andy hand was bleeding la.den i say to him wad happen juz nw.he nv told mi lor.for awhile i change and go and look for them for slack awhile lor.i saw and y andy was damn fk er xin la.and they went to buy some thing to help andy to put on his hand lor.they heng tt i was going to meet them ar.if nt they also dunno wad to do nxt la.we went to block 59 there put those thing on his hand lor.after tt we go playground sit sit awhile and they say tt they wanted to go eat den i pei them la.and around 6 plus they all went home la.and left mi cf and jieling lor.and the point when i go to a block and hav a sit for awhile la.and i went to look for them den saw until linjie and my pri sch friend lor.after tok to them quite long and i told them i nid to go liao.den i say bye to them and i was going to look for jieling and cf la.and tell them i going to find my other friend lor.but i saw jieling face was very sad la.i also dunnoe wad happen to her lor.den i chat wif them for awhile den i leave liao.den i go to my other friend hse and play chat and more la.and around 12 plus i came back to my friend hse and i saw my father and my dad told mi tt my teacher called him.and i was scolded by him la.but i lyk one side listen one side out lor.haha.lols.den i end here but cox i also dun hav the mood to post everythngtt i nid to say la.ps.

2008-08-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

hey guys.im back for post liao.sry tt nv post his few days cox i dun much time to use com.cox i this few days i reach home was quite late la.den dun hav the time to use com.den i will say about my comment test ba.on tuesday onward was comment test lor.but those paper quite easy but nt MT la.den monday will be math liao lor.so shag la.den lets tok abt today ba.today went to meet my friends and slack and pei them go cut hair la.after they cut hair le den i and my friend to eat la.den my friend was very cb lor.go see gals at block 168 there.hais,my friend no hope liao.haha.lols.den we go meet my other two friends at block 49 la.after tt we went our other friend hse lor.we at there slack and tok tok lor.i go there play audition for awhile la.but still quite sian when coming back lor.hais.i think i dun no hope for staying in this world le lor.hais.i shall end my life and be ghost forever ba.

TO: clar mummy and baby
i noe tt i hav giv u both alot of problem and make u all worry abt
mi so much lor.im sry for doing this and tat la.i noe tt baby, u r sad
and miss mi nw.the point is nt i wan to play ur feeling or wadever la.
and mummy le.u mux study hard for ur 'O'lvl liao lor.is coming soon le.
but the onli thing is tt i dun wan u both stress or sad or so ever la.is all because
of mi den u all lyk tt.i juz onli stress to much liao ok.when u see mi in sch very happy
is all fake de ok.i juz act one happy in sch nia.hais.i end my post ba.gd luck of u all when
exam had come ba.LOVES~

2008-08-12T03:37:00.000-07:00

BOOOOOOOOOOO ! Liying here to help Wong Sayhaw this LAZY BUM to post about today and yesterday :D
Hope he don't kill me after reading the first line (:

110808 :

Wake up around 12 plus then recieve Jieling msg and so he went to call her .
Then after that , call andy wanna meet up , blah blah blah ,
prepare then went to Bedok inter to meet Andy and Jieling .
Went to Pasir Ris aftermath to meet Marcus and co.

Eh , walk to Pasir Ris Park the Ghost Tower to slack (:
Oh my mama , it so boring lahs !! *grr*
Around don't know what time ,
bus back home with Marcus and Jieling .

*Sign Off*

120808 :

Back again , nothing much happen in school yeahs .
This LAZY BUM machiam treat school as his house siol ,
Almost whole period SLEEPING !!! He is a PIGGGGG right ?
Hahahas ! No wonder he is my ZHUUUUUUUUUU :D

Then have common test yeahs , Hope he pass (: *GOOD LUCK*
Thenthenthen , he went for detention due to something ):
So after detention , he went home norhs . *SO GUAIIIII* lols ?!
Maybe he going out to slack bahs .

*Sign off*
Bye people :D

National Day eve

2008-08-08T20:01:00.000-07:00

Sry guys ytd i nv post i today will post ytd thing ba.Ytd day quite ok lor.cox gt some inter house soccer, basketball and net ball la.and we hav some so call 'hard rock band' la.lols.den they sing some song for us lor.but quite nice lor.when around 10 lyk tt we all went down see all the game is student VS teacher lor.but soccer game is teacher win la.my friend told ytd nite lor.the point is 3-2 la.den the rest of the game i nt sure about it la.after tt i went to liying house help her DL audition but she was wuite sad lor.cox her house ppl was in la.den i cant help her DL lor.den after tt we went to slack awhile den go eat la.den i bring her home liao.cox i still gt meet andy they all ma.andy they all wan go to bugis buy thing la.den i go meet them le.den we took bus 12 and my friend was so fuck la.keep on shout in the bus den i act one dunnoe him and ask him to shut up lor.haha.lame rite i noe.lols.around 4 to 5 i go and took bus home la.i reach home also around 6 plus and i slept in the bus lor.cox very tried ar.haha.i reach home i go bath and do everything lor.den i on the com and play la.i also toking to liying for awhile den i call JOEY YEP CHEW ROU den we tok alot of thing la.den i around 7 plus lyk tt i went to my friend hse and help la.cox he nid ppl ar.den ytd nite i kana drink lor.the hell god ask mi and my other friend to drink too la.den i end here liao ba.i hav no more mood to type le.so sry guys.hais

schooling days

2008-08-06T23:18:00.000-07:00

hey.sry tt ytd and the day the before nv post,today i nv went to sch cox is was a bored day den i nv went for sch.den i woke up is around 7 plus la.den i bath den go get change up after tt i went to call andy and ask him tt he gt go sch anot la.den he say tt he in sch le.den when i walk up the hill i saw andy they all waiting to go out from sch la.den i ask them where r they going den they say tt they wan to pon la,den i say to him tt i tot u say tt nt poning den aiya he come liao den i also follow them lor.den we walk half way saw until liying and her friend la.den i also saw black and wai somking den they say tt andrew they all at the staircase there lor.den we went up saw them le.den i ask them wan to pon anot la.den they say dun wan la.den we force marcus to pon too den he lyk very stun la.den they pull him along la.and we go somke lor.but i nv somke la.we plan to eat den kok hao say tt he wan to go kfc eat la.den they all dun wan at kfc eat lor.andy they all say tt wan go to mac eat den we went to there and hav our breakfast lor.after tt we go play colour catching la.den after playing we went to watch money not enough 2 la.we wait until 11 am den we go in and watch,i was sitting alone by myself la.the show was quite sad la.cox the three brothers was so bad lor.go and loan their own mother money la.but her big son gt pay back the money lor.and last their money pass away la.the show will maybe make u all cry and sad lor.den i hav end my post here ba.

2008-08-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

today morining i woke up at 6 plus den went to bath and do everything and pack everything up den walk to sch and i was kok hao they all, den kok rui very disgusting lor.he take out the comdom tt andrew gave him la.den he said tt he wanted to blow the comdom in the classroom lor.den today sch time quite ok la.but today the ABS is fucking sian lor.today is the star award day ma.den all ppl must stay until very long in the hall la.den i wif halim saying about the ABS lor.den he keep on laughing until none stop la.hais.den they still talkk the story until chapt 7 sia.the story so long meh.WTF.if i talk also no nid until chapt 7 lor.den after go back to class having Mt la.we keep on playing lor.hais.den when PE time is mr foo take over la.cox tt mr azhar went to course ba.i think so lor.den when EL time i gt my lip pierce lor.i tot tt is very painful sia.den i sacre but is nt tt pain lor.hais.den i ask my friend to help mi lor.haha.den when after sch i go to my so called auntie classroom and remove my pin la.den i cant put back den i pierce myself lor.also nt pain lor.den i think tmr den go and do is again ba.haha.den i here le.tgc ba.

7th months GHOST MONTHS

2008-08-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

hello guys.sry for nt posting for so long cox tt my com spoil for very long time le.den my dad brought a new laptop.hehe.abt ytd and today thing ba.ytd is the 1st months of the ghost gate OPEN haha.i wnet for ncc and i was very angry wif all the part A and B lor.dun say abt it le *ANGRY*.den after ncc i go home change cloth den went to my friend hse to help abt the ghost month.den when around 11 plus we all went down and burn those joss paper for the 7 brother and other ghost lor.den abt today.we when to the OCH walk walk and see lor.but cf lyk nt very happy when reach there.i also nt sure wad happen to her la.hais.den i went out wif andy they all lor.but quite boring la.den around 10 plus we went home lor.i reach home at around 10 plus to 11 lor.den i end this post liao.bye.^^

Abt today thing.

2008-06-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

Eh.hi guys.sry for tt nv post anything this fews day lor.cox my hse com spoil ar.i nw at my friend hse post lor.and today is so bored la.cox in the morning go Xfire la.wif my three friends lor.hais.we play dota la.we play wif bnet but we won 1 match the we go play ours game liao lor.den we play dota back again but is play wif each other la.we 3v3 lor.and my team won lor.haha.den i shall stop here liao ba.cox nth to write liao lor.den Tgc all my best and gans ba.

The 100Q tat mummy ask mi to do.i nw post it ba.

1.What is the question u haven found a answer to yet ?
When i will be rich
2.Do you ever turn ur cellphone off ?
of course ,when i dun wan those ppl to call mi for fun.
3.What happen at 10am today?
Juz finish playing basketball wif my friends
4.When did u last cry ?
None.
5.What is ur favourite to eat with peanut butter ?
breadd la.
6.What do you wan in ur life now ?
TO hav a super skill,eg. Fly and more.
7.Do you carry an unbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood ?
Nope.i will play wif the rain and juz get sick
8.Whats ur favourite thing to have on ur bed ?
One pretty gal la.haha.LOL
9.What bottom you're wearing now ?
shorts la .
10.What's the nicest text in ur inbox say ?
Gdnite,swit dream lor.BY liying the last msg.
11.Do u intend to make a relationship complicated ?
of course not !
12.Are u wearing anything u borrowed from someone ?
No .
13.What was the last movie you caught ?
Nothing.cox i nv go watch moive le.1
4.What are u proud of ?
me , myself and I.
15.What does the oldest text in ur inbox says ?
Im nt sure i dun check it de.hahas.
16.What does the last song u sang out loud ?
I dun sang pls.haha
17.Do u have any nick name ?
Damn lots of nick sia.gt one is very stupid nick from my friend HOTDOG.Lame =.=
18.What does ur last msg text says ?
better slp early cox tmr gt work.by liying
19.What time u go to bed last night ?
2plus ba.i think.cox very shag.
20.Are u currently happy ?
No.cox no money to spend sia.
21.Who gives you best advice ?
And myself la.haha.
22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
No.
23.Who did u talk on the phone last night ?
Zhu lor.
24.Is anything bugging you now ?
Ya la.my result and stress lor.hais.
25.What/who was the last thing/person to make u laugh ?
No one.
26.Do u wear toe socks ?
No .
27.Who was the last person u missed a call from ?
NO one.
28.Have u ever had ur heart broken ?
of course .
29.What annoys u in a person ?
irritating ppl !
30.Do u have a crush on someone ?
yesss ,but nw dunnoe my heart siao siao de.lols.
31.In full name , name out a person u love now .
no one.
32.What is the colour of ur room?
White.
33.Would u kill someone u hate for a billion dollars ?
no ,Until i hav done all my thing finish den i jump down.
34.Do u believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
No.
35.Who was the last person who lied on ur bed ?
No one.cox all my famliy cannot go to my bed and lied.haha.
36.Did anyone see the last person u kissed ?
no .
37.Do u have a life ?
Nope.
38.Have u ever thought someone dead when he/she didt ?
yess ! my dearest grandpa,and i dun hav the chance to look at him.:(
39.What is the reason behind ur profile song ?
I wan to be high.lols.
40.Who was the last person u saw in ur dreams ?
I dream alot of thing .
41.The last time u smiled ?
Never at all.if hav also act out de.
42. Have you changed this yr ?
Im nt sure.
43.What are u listening now ?
Nothing lor.
44.Are u talking to someone while doing this ?
No .
45.Do u walk with ur eyes open or close?
of course is open la.stupid ppl den walk wif close eye lor.
46.Is there a quote u lived by ?
Nope.
47.Do u wan someone u cant have ?
Yes.i juz wan my own bed room and hav everything i nid.haha.
48.Have u ever played an instrument ?
Nope.
49.What was the worst idea u had in weeks ?
Went to vivo do nothing.
50. What were u doing last night at 11pm ?
Nothing.
51.Are u happy with ur love life now ?
Nope.
52.What song best described ur love life?
I'll rmb u.
53.Does the person noe u like her ?
No.nw i dun lyk anyone.ps tt i say tt.
54.Who always make u laugh ?
No one will make mi laugh lor.
55.Do u speak other language other than english ?
yes ,learning malay ?
56.Favourite website ?
friendster
57.Whats ur middle name ?
Wong..
58.What are u doing tomorrow ?
Slp the whole day until ppl disturb mi lor.
59.What do u think u're like ?
Active and lyk to do stupid thing.
60.Who will u choose to die with ?
Dunnoe le.
61.Where have u been today ?
Xfire wif friends in the morning.
62.What games do u play often ?
Basketball lor.when ppl jio mi play la.
63.Who are u missing right now ?
ZHU!!!!!!
64.If you have to choose between friend and love , who will u choose ?
Both la.
65.What are u doing right now ?
Typing the 100Q mummy ask mi to do lor.
66.Which primary school are u from ?
Bedok view den change to Bedok green pri lor. .
67.Name three colours u like ?
Gold,red and black.
68.What emotion u like to show ?
Fighting show lor.haha.
69.What is ur life to you ?
Priceless.
70.If u have something troubling you , what will u do ?
Keep inside my heart lor.
71.Who did u last chat in msn today ?
Liying.
72.Who do u admire most ?
Dun hav.
73.Which month are u born in ?
January.
74.How are u feeling right now ?
Tried lor.
75.What is the time now ?
11.31pm.
76.Where are u now ?
Friend hse.
77.What colour did u use to dye ur hair ?
my favourite colour , REDDD !
78.Why are u doing this test ?
Because Clar mummy ask me to as her request :]
79.What do u do when u're moody ?
drink beer lor.
80.At which age u wish to get married ?
This thing nt sure yet.
81.Who is more important to u ? girlfriends or friends ?
Friends.
82.Do u think u have enough confidence ?
Nope.
83.Who is the person u trust most ?
i USED to . SPC .
84.Do u believe in seeing after rain ?
Dun believe.
85.If u have a dream come true , what will it be ?
I will be very rich and happy lor.haha.
86. What is ur goal for this yr ?
Pass and go to ITE.
87.Do u believe in eternity love ?
NOpe.
88.What feeling do u love most ?
To be rich la..
89.Do u think its global warming now ?
er , sort of ?
90.What feeling u hate the most ?
To be left alone .
91.Do u cherish every friendship of urs ?
Of course la.
92.Do u believe in god ?
yea .
93.Who cares for u the most ?
Liying and all of ppl.
94.What do u think its the most important thing in ur life?
MONEY.
95.What are the stuffs u cant let go now and forever ?
MY LIFE.
96.What have u done & regreted doing in ur whole life?
Nothing.
97.What would u feel when no one no longer cares for you ?
Feel lyk dying.
98.What if ur stead two timed u ?
if she really loves mi , i'll let go .
99.What do u want now ?
Be rich.
100.Who was the last person to hug you ?
No one.

My own life

2008-05-14T04:39:00.001-07:00

hello guys.sry nv post so long again.ehhhh.say abt today thing 1st ba.today class is normal la.but very sian lor.in the morning my fking form techer tok to mi la.cox i ytd nv go sch ma.den i was wad lor.hais,i use to it of this type of thing lor.and today i got back my math paper 1 la.was pass la.31 and the half by 50 mark lor.den tmr dn get back eng paper la.i think my eng also cant pass lor.lols.den today wnet to XG wif darren the twin bro andy and marcus and darren two friends lor,and den around 3 to 4 plus jieling eug loh liying chenfeng and liying friend came to XG la.i was play audition lyk wan to die liao sia.cox my com dun hav speaker la.den i play la fk lor.den i went to change my com to other com la.den i play quite ok lor.i was going to lvl up liao den andy they all wan to go home liao.den we went back home lor.den mi and marcus went to blk25 buy **** la.den i tok one and i went back to meet them i also took one la,den i ask them to giv mi 5 more lor.cox i sacre i will die lyk hell la.den i take bus 38 wif marcus back home lor.den i reach home bath use com awhile den went to meet my friends lor.den i pass them the 4 **** den i take le den start to ***** lor.Abt my life.my mind is thinking tt i really nid to refresh my life or nt i will be die early or soon la.i wan to change and start a new leaf and i wan to change to be a new person tt no one noe mi at all.and i wan to quit *****ing and i hav to do sumthing tt i nid to do lor.but *study pls.but nw i still mux study lor.so boring.and i hav anything i shall store in my heart ba.i wan the pain to be in my heart ba.

School exam

2008-04-29T23:56:00.001-07:00

hello guys.sry for so long nv post on my blog le.cause nth to write in blog ar.cox nwdays very fan and verystress of exam ar.tok abt exam.ytd gt MT paper la.but quite hard for mi lor.cox my chinese very bad lor.den i mux study hard liao lor.hais.and today is english lor.but quite easy for mi la.cox engilsh and chinese is nt the same wad.haha.lols.and i today almost late for sch la.but i still get to sch on time lor.den i saw until tt bitch and the cb kia face i was very angry la.lyk wan to beat him lor.he today heng ar,is my friends ask mi go and meet them if nt ar i think his cb face sure rotten de sia.haha.but one day i will fight wif him lor.aiya i think he also will nt fight wif mi de lor.i think he jux a loser la.when 2.4 at east coast he run lyk ah gua sia.run until so slow lor.haha.and today the bitch lyk chicken sia.everytime lyk to change guys to sex sia.u airport kia wan ppl lyk u ar.one day ar.everyone will nt lyk those la u lor.AIRPORT KIA!!!!!!!!!.den ur leg lyk pig liao lapls go and change one more nicer den pig leg le.pls lor.u alr promise jie tt will nt chuy into this matter den still wan chuy in.oya hor.i forgot tt u r those pig skin de lor.hais.if u wan to noe wad happen 1st den u go and ask the cb kia who stare who 1st la.dunnoe den dun anyhw say mi la pls.BHB.
den ltr i go to east coast wif my friends maybe will torn lor.cox tmr no sch so gd sia,haha.i mux be very high ltr lor.haha.lols.

Today sch thing

2008-01-15T02:13:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 6 plus den go bath and do all thing.den i i when out le.den i today walk go sch again hais.so sian lor.but still quiet funny at sch la.we were playing at the classroom and make alot of noise la.den when Mt class i fight wif my Mt teacher lor.she damn pcb lor.knnbccb.she wan to scold mi den scold mi la.y nid to scold my father sia.ur parent nv teach u dun anyhw scold ppl mother and father uh.den i was going to break time den the cb teacher dun let mi go lor.den she go tell my form teacher lor.wan to say to mi den dun tell to my form teacher la.pcb.still act one cry in front of my form teacher.knn.go home cry la.dun teach our class la.den say wad i did something wrong knn.at least i gt do my fucking work lor.still nt happy uh.den i was scolded by my teacher juz nw lor.den i juz un care i juz tok back to my form teacher lor.den my teacher keep saying im the wrong wan lor.knn.den sua la.den dun tok to mi la.i dun giv a fucking DAMN la hor.

abt sch day

2008-01-13T23:01:00.001-08:00

Sry for long time nv post le.Sch hav reopen around 2 weeks le.still very sian la.but i last week was very relax lor.hahas.den today woke up at 6 plus.i is dun wan go sch for today de.but if i nv go rite i will very sian at home or meet them lor.den i tell kok hao tt i going to sch.den i bath wash u and do everything i nid lor.den i when out le.den i nv take bus go sch cox andy nv go sch ma.den i walk to sch lor.den i was listening to some song la.and when i walk to the road i almost gt car bang lor.hais.car better bang mi die lor.den i will nt hav so much fan lor.den i listen to tt song she heard and will cry de.den i listen to sch den i change the song lor.den when i walk in i saw her la.i can see her face still very sad and juz nid someone to make her happy everytime she nid.of ocx is nt mi la.she so hate mi nw lor.den suan le.den today sch time table is the same la.but tmr hav change le.until the whole yr lor.den i was playing la.nv study lor.but i really nid some open air for mi la.hais.but is very hard to hav it lor.....den i noe tt she hav brk le.i alo sad for her la.i noe tt she will cry everyday de.hais.

To jiahui
JiaHui,dun cry le ok.love is over den u mux let it go.dun keep crying is no use de ok.i juz wan u to be happy everyday and every sec ok.juz dun sad and fan liao ok.juz relax ur mind and breath in the flash air la.and think abt postive thing can ma. pls ok.i juz dun wan u to be sad anymore le ok:(

today thing

2007-12-30T02:18:00.000-08:00

Today,i nv slp lor.see i so strong and fit lor.haha.den i ytd go to very far place lor.haha.den mi and my best friend was there lor.den we go eat on the nite and den we drink beer lor.haha,den i eat ban mee ma.den my friend last min den tell mi tt cannot eat chill will plus the beer thing la.i also dunnoe la.den we go back lor.den we slack lor.sian lor.at there nth to do.see they all do thing lor.haha.lol.den i ask my friend to open the vodka and drink lor.den we walk walk walk lor.den we plan to go meet my other two friends lor.den we go eat lor.den we slack at the playground den we plan go to bedok inter den we play com until 3 hrs lor.den the fker ppl eat our time lor.ccb.den we go walk walk again lor.den we slack at the block den we tok tok and fun lor.haha.den we disturb each other lor.haha.den two of my friends beat each other lor.they so lame lor.so childish lor.haha.den we today go eat again lor.den we slack until 11 plus lor.my friend and mi was slping la.den the other two keep disturbing mi lor.hais.they fk lyk dog sia.haha.den i go home and take money den go buy her thing for her la.and but top-up card for her to use lor.hais.but i treat her so gd.y she mux treat until lyk she dunnoe mi lyk tt le.and u told mi tt ur feeling to mi had fate le.but i dun believe lor.u juz wan to find other guy to hav happiness lor.hais.where i cant win him sia.he very strong meh.very fit meh.gt gang or wad so wad sia.come and eab tmi wif ur gang la.im nt sacre la hor.come lor.my door is everytime open de la hor.but if u wan to fight wif mi den fight one on one la.or wan all fight wif mi uh.come lor.wif weapon or wad shit on the hand i also nt sacre wif tt ok.wan play gang come la.u better be careful la.u wif her so wad sia.she very big meh.also nid ppl help de lor.

abt to the sadness

2007-12-28T07:15:00.000-08:00

Today,wake up t 11 plus cause my hse downstair gt ppl pass away ma.den they doing mux thing very noise lor,den i wake up go wash face and everything la.den on the com and play awhile lor,cause my bro wan to use ma den i let him use 1 st lor.den my friend told mi tt audition was patching den cannot la.den i plan to go down use com de.but the fucking black man say tt they is repairing the air-con upstair lor.den cannot go play sian.den i go home and watch my video lor.den i today still sick la.but i dun care and nv go see doctor lor.dun wan to see la.den my mum call my hse and tok to mi and my sis lor.den when i toking to her den she hear tt i cough la.den she ask mi,am i sick den i say ya abit nia.aiya will nt die de la.haha.lol:(den i watch my video until 5 to 6 plus lyk tt la.den i go to my 3rd aunt hse and stay lor.den my sis call cab go to my aunt hse la.den she pay lor.den on the cab we keep saying jesus thing lor.den we reach my aunt hse liao den nobody open the door for mi and my sis to go in lor.cb.den i call my cousin hse handphone and everything la.den at last my maid help us to open the door cause she syill preying den we disturb until her ma.den we go in and start to use their com lor.hais.den i tok tok on the msn la.den play some games on his com lor.but still sian la.den i juz nw onli tok to her den her best sis told mi tt she cry everyday when i say roy this name.but i really juz wan her to come to my side wad.gt wrong lyk this lor.nb ccb.i nv do anything wrong also gt scold.hais nvm la.i use to it liao ma.i from small until nw is lyk tt de la,den i call my mei liying la.den when i tok to her i cry very long lor.den i was badly hart pain lor.pcb.i wish ar.ltr when they all slp rite.den i go take something sharp and kill myself la.hais.i wish tt can die on her leg there lor.but nw le.cannot le.she nt my stead anymore.and i will miss her until i die de.and wait for her.

ytd and today

2007-12-27T04:42:00.000-08:00

Ytd. woke up at 11 plus.den i plan nt to go out de.but at home so sian den igo out wif andy they all lor.i sms andy and ask where si he nw.den he told mi tt he at safra playing com den i told him tt i going there and meet them lor.hais.den after tt i meet them liao.den play com i had play until 2 hrs.den we go bedok inter buy thing lor.den i call my dad and ask him to giv mi money for going out lor.den we go take hao liao.den we plan go to crossfire play com again.den we play until 10.30 after tt we go eat our dinner lor.den eat liao den we walk walk lor.den i listen the song she everytime listen and will cry de.den i from crossfire until fang qi hse downstair sit liao.den i still listen to tt song lor.den we slack at there lor.den randy friend come.den we alll disturb him haha.den abt today le. i slp until lyk pig lor.slp until 1 plus lyk tt lor.hais.den i go wash my face bush my teeth lor.den my cousin ask mi wan go play com ma.he treat mi den i say anything lor.hais.den i go down saw his two friends.den i go play com lor.den i play play play lor.den nth to do so sian.den i play wif my aud gan mei and my friend la.we play beat up lor.but quiet fun lor.haha.cox my beat up very lan de lor.hais.i nid to play more lor.hehe^^and one more thing abt ytd.she told mi something tt hurt until my hart very very deep.tt she will nt care whether my hart pain anot lor.sobsob.den i ask her again den she say is real she dun love mi le.she love the ROY TAN.sobsob.wad had happen to mi.y she cant come back to my side le.y y y.God,y u mux do this to mi le.i really cannot hav a gd life wif her meh.y mux do this to mi.God is unfair to mi.wad the hell.i really love her,but she dun love mi liao.wad can i do.my wish is wan her to come to my side lor.hais.i think it will nt come true de.cox all my wish is SHIT lor.

today thing

2007-12-25T01:36:00.001-08:00

Today,woke up at 11 plus again.hais.i dunnoe y i everyday will wake up at 11 plus lor.den i wash up face and do everything i nid lor.den when i walk to my room i was very dizzy la.knn pcb.den nvm la.den i lay at my bed lor.den i when close my eye i will think of her.i dunnoe y le.maybe i siao liao lor.heng i ytd nv drink la.if gt drink hor.i sure today will very siao wan lor knn.den andy msg mi ask mi wan go out play com ma.den i say anything lor.den ltr going to meet him la.but i today is wish tt can meet her de.but she go meet mummy liao,den nvm lor.hais.sian lor.den ltr i come back den write more abt today thing ba.

Merry Christmas

2007-12-24T13:26:00.000-08:00

Today.wake up at 11.15 lyk tt.den i gt a msg from kok hao and andy lor.den they ask mi wake up liao ma.den i juz wake up and saw den reply them msg lor.hais.den we today go crossfire play com for around 3 to 4 hrs lyk tt lor.den we eat at there also.den i call francis and ask him wan to go for christmas ma.den i told him tt when we eat hao liao den go meet him.den i was very headach den i ask him to bring medince for mi la.i was very damn pain lor my head.i feel lyk banging on the fuck wall until gt blood lor.Fk lor.den we go bedok inter but spray ma.den half way francis dun wan to go liao.den my heart was damn angry and wan to punch his fking face sia.den sua liao lor.den we go and orchard go meet randy de.but we cant find them den we go and find game lor.but cant find tt place.hais.sian sia.den we call randy friend fone den ask him to meet us ma.den we meet hao le.den we go play play lor.den i saw pris jie,clar mummy,shery and liying mei.den when i walk in den mummy face lyk very angry when see until mi lor:(den we juz go in and play and hav fun la.but she ltr come in again den say to mi tt y nv call her.den she wan to pinch mi de.den i call her mummy lor.hais.den andy and i play the datona la.i almost can win him de lor.den the fking randy come and disturb mi la.but i still hav fun wif them la.and i can relax myself lor.but den the time is going to 12 liao.den we go and spray at black kia la.den we juz spray lor.haha.den i juz relax la.haha.but i still gt abit headach and feel lyk going to hav high fever liao lor.den i cant take it la.cox no ppl care mi wad.den i juz dun care abt myself lor.den we slack at blk88 there.den they go hav a drink lor.den kokrui ask mi wan to drink anot den i say dun hav.cox i still gt headsch lor.if i dink i sure die de lor.den juz rest there lor.den suddenly,randy friends was beaten up lor.den i dunnoe wan to help anot le.cox they gt bring weapon those thing lor.den i say aiya nt my problem ma.den i juz dun care la.but if i gt problem they will help mi le.but i try to help them,they dun let mi lor.sian.hais.den also i wish everybody a merry christmas and hav a nice day wif ur best friend or beloved ppl ba.hais

2007-12-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

Today.wake up at 9 plus.cox my brother gf is coming to my hse.den i wake up and go to my auntie bedroom.and i slp until 11 plus lyk tt.den i call her hse and her sis ans the fone and i ask her to help mi pass my shirt to her and she say to mi 'cannot pass it urself uh'.den i say i pass liao den i nid to go out ma.den i bath and prepare everything u nid lor.den i leave the hse i take bus go her hse and pass it to her.and i reach liao.den her sis help mi to open the door and let mi go in and pass her the shirt.den i go in her room.i saw her still slping ma.den i dun wan to disturb her wake up.den when i see her slping rite.i juz rmb tt she slp on my leg in the past when we was slacking lor.hais.but i still miss her baby face lor.den when she wake up her mum ask her go wash her face la.den she say wait la.den i ask her if she tried den i go out lor.den let her slp longer lor.hais.den she take my fone and see la.den she ask mi gt gals msg ma.den i ans back dun hav la.onli hav my mummy msg lor.den she read.and blablabla.den this is the last time i saw her cry when she was laying on the bed lor.and i was so heart pain.but i dunnoe she can feel it ma.and i help her to clean her tear lor.and den she juz hit my hand off.den i say to myself la.i think she juz wan to let mi noe tt her heart was very painful when see until mi lor.den i nv help her liao la.den i told her tt i nid to go liao.den i juz giv her a kiss on her baby face lor.hais.y am i so stupid le.she hate mi and she wan to rest and hav fun wad.and y i lyk dun let her rest and hav fun le.y i so stupid sia.nwdays i feel myself lyk so stupid lor.hais.den i go out wif Andy they all lor.den we plan for tmr go where la.cause tmr is christmas ma.den we wan to go and play la.den i still nid to torn wif my buddy lor.so sian at home if nv go out la.i really wish tt can go out wif her lor.but she lyk very busy and lyk dun feel lyk toking to mi in the fone lor.hais.im so selfish lor.i rather go die sua.):

2007-12-22T02:53:00.000-08:00

Today,woke up at 1.40pm.i so lyk pig lor.so late den wake up,and i go wash my face and make my bed nice nice lor.and i nv take my breakfast,onli eaten my lunch nia.hais.den i went down to play lan lor.dn i was play audition wif other ppl and qp and francis lor.den i told qp tt i dun hav the real mood to play audition.cause i think of her again lor.hais.i everytime think of her.will she come back to mi ma.i dun think so ba.cause nw her heart gt a new boy liao le.and beter den mi lor.i dunnoe wad to say to her and she will change back to her old ones tt i love lor.hais.if i write here she see and she will not change de ma.hais.i juz onli can say tt i still love u forever lor.my mummy ask mi to giv up on u.and i say i cant do it.cause i really love u.and i nw is very moody lor.i maybe ltr nv take my dinner ba.my heart feel lyk in a darkness place lor.tt dun hav the love in my heart le.i dunnoe y i dun this feeling lor.and i will wait for u until u say wan to patch back.if u gt a new boi i will still wait for u until my last last breath in this life.

:Laopo
i really wish tt u can come back to my side can ma.pls.i knee down and beg u la.pls can come back ma.i wish to be wif u lyk the past we hav.i love u forever

2007-12-21T05:43:00.000-08:00

Today,woke up at 7 plus den go bath and wash face and prepare for going to sch.and i reach sch liao.tt was no one at the basketball court lor.den i walk here and there.den my mind was thinking of her,but i dun think she is think of mi or wadever la.den i go in to the sch and see they all training den i also join and play wif them lor.and i wish tt nxt yr the sports day she can help mi cheer lor.but i dun think it will be ba.and after the training i went home and change my cloths go out wif Andy they all lor.they say wan to go out den i also nth to o at home den i went out wif them.i onlitt is can be wif her forever,but the case is not possible lor.hais.dun say liao la.den i went wif them until 8 plus den i reach home.cause she say tt she cannot go work for today ma.i feel sad for her lor.i mx help her to tok to her mum abt her freedom ma.i mux ask her mum to let her go play and so ever la.and i today also go play lan wif them la.and den they say tt lihong they all at safra.i ask andy y dun all at safra.he say"today is linjia bdy ma."den i say oh.den we dun care lor.den we go play our thing 1st.den i go home liao.i also dunnoe ltr they all go where and play lor.And i wish tt she can come to my side forever lor.but she nw lyk very fan and she nice a gd rest of her mind and hart.but i will still lyk her go and rest or wad lor.she really need nw is FREEDOM lor.den i hav to giv her a big open space to let her hav a new life lor.hais.i really wan her rite nw lor.but i alr promise my jie i will lyk her go and hav fun wi spc and cps they all lor.i cant do anything much liao.onli see her wan to come back wif mi ma lor.hais:(

2007-12-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

today,wake up at 10 plus.den i msg her and she nv reply my msg.i think she still slping on tt time ba.den i go back to slp awhile and wake up again n again lor.den i go wash my face and everything la.den i go and watch tv awhile den go slp again.Aiya,i lyk a slping pig sia.keep slping lor.hahas.den around 12 plus lyk tt i help my uncle and mi to buy food and eat lor.den i went back home den i eat hao liao.den i call her and chat awhile nia.den she say tt she going out soon le.den we both hang up the fone lor.den i whole day stay at home nv go out.but it was very sian lor.den i play com until 9 plus lyk tt den i let my sister use the com.when my sister using the com i was toking on the fonewif andy they all lor.den andy ask mi tmr wan to go out ma.den i say tt anything,but i tmr gt basketball training ma.den i say after my training den go meet them.they say ok lor.den i juz nwwif pris jie on the fone juz nw.she was after work den tok to mi.den we talk and talk lor.haha.i was happy tt i hav a nice jie lyk her lor.hehe.den she say tt ltr den call mi.den i say oklor.cox she nw need a very very long break lor.den i dun go and fan her or wadever la.den i juz wan her to be happy everyday and everytime lor.hais.but i still miss her very much lor.

2007-12-20T01:14:00.000-08:00

ytd morning was talking to her awhile nia.and she say tt she will go out wif fang qi.den i told her tt i nv go out ma,n i went out wif Andy,kok rui,kok hao n eug and his friends to bugis lor.den andy they all wait for mi at the bugis arcade den i was in the mrt was going to reach bugis le.den i call andy and ask where are they.den i go find them.den i go find them le.they was playing car game.and i ask andy pei mi play the other car game den he say tt he dun hav money to play liao ma.den i say nvm lor.den i go and change token and play myself.and they at there keep disturb mi when i was driving lor.but they still very funny lor.the funny is the kok hao lor.let andy kick his butt lor.hahs.den randy ask andy and kok hao to help him to buy the sch bag for hi den ltr he pay them money.den we go and buy thing lor.kok rui buy a pair of shoe den kok hao buy sock lor.den we say tt wan to go to safra and play com.den kok rui play half way den he say tt his shoe lost.den we help him to find his shoe lor.but,the end still cannot find.den he ytd nv go back home lor.he say tt scare his ah ma scold him tt he had lost his shoe lor.haha.den i reach home around 12 plus lyk tt lor.den i went to bath and call her for a short chat.den she say wan to tok to him den i let her go lor.